Life's a Funny Thing...

I sing a simple song of love to my Savior, to my Jesus...

2007-02-06T20:55:04Z

So yeah. I have nothing to write in here. Ever. I barely even look at this; I should probably just delete it. Oh well...

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? - Umm....yeah.
2. Slept in a different bed? - Of course.
3. Made out in a movie theatre? - Yeah.
4. Made out in the forest? - Haha yes.
5. Thought your cousin was hot? - Um ew. That's kind of like incest?
7. Slept naked? - Yeah.
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? - Well kind of, not really...at the Cape haha.
9. Gone over the speed limit? - Yes, but not by much.
12. Danced in front of your mirror? - All the time!
13. Gotten a hickey? - Long story...
14. Been dumped? - Yes.
15. Stolen money from a friend? - No.
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? - Yes. But there were people I did know, obvs.
17. Been in a fist fight? - Haha no. Not really.
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? - I'm pretty sure everyone has at some point.
20. Been arrested? - Well...jk. No.
22. Left your house with out telling your parents? - Mhm.
23. Had a crush on your neighbor? - Nope. Well actually, kind of. How close do you have to be to be neighbors? :)
24. Ditched school to do something more fun? - Yeah! Hang out with Campaigners.
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? - Obviously.
26. Seen someone die? - No.
27. Did a Goat? - Whaaaat? Ew.
28. Kissed a picture? - Haha yeah. Jokingly.
29. Slept in until 3? - Not that late.
30. Love someone or miss someone right now? - Yes!
31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? - Mhm! Camp cloud-watching during sports time owns.
32. Made a snow angel? - Of course.
33. Played dress up? - I LOVE dress up.
34. Cheated while playing a game? - Haha yeah.
35 Felt lonely? - Yeah I guess.
36. Fallen asleep at work/school?- Like once.
38. Felt an earthquake? - Nope.
39. Touched a snake? - *shudders* I dont like snakes. But yeah.
40. Ran a red light? - Nope. I'm a good driver (kind of...).
42. Had detention? - Never.
43. Been in a car accident? - No.
44. Hated the way you look? - Not really.
45. Witnessed a crime? - Not really BAD crimes...
46. Been lost? - Yeah.
47. Been to the opposite side of the country? - No :(
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? - Not really.
49. Cried yourself to sleep? - Yeah.
50. Sang karaoke? - Yes!
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? - Indeed. Not proud of it.
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? - Yeah haha.
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? - Yes
54. Kissed in the rain? - No haha. It's pretty much my goal.
55. Sung in the shower? - Definitely.
56. Had a dream that you married someone? - YEah.
57. Glued your hand to something sticky? - Haha no.
58. Got your tongue stuck to a pole? - No.
59. Ever gone to school practically naked? - Not really.
60 Ever been a cheerleader? - Haha no. Though I used to want to.
61. Sat on a roof top? - Yeah.
62. Didn't take a shower for a week? - That's kind of yucky. So no.
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? - Yes, I hate scary movies.
64. Ever played truth or dare? - Of course!
65. Played spin the bottle - Yeah.
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? - Hahaha.
68. Been easily amused? - Bien sur.
69. Laugh so hard you cry? - Many times.
70. Cheated on a test? - Yeah.
71. Forgotten someone's name? - Yeah, I'm not so good with names.
72. blacked out from drinking?: - Nope.
73. Played a prank on someone? - Yeah.
74. Gone to a late night movie?: - Mhm! They're fun.
75. Made love to anything not human?: - Uhhh no. Weird...
76. Failed a class? - No.
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?: - Nope.
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours straight? No.
79. Slept with someone you didn't want to? - Nope. True love waits :)
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? - Sure. Family cookout.
81. Thrown strange objects? - Oui.
82. Felt like killing someone?- Not really.
83. Ran away? - Nope.
84. Thought about running away?: - When I was little and got mad haha.
85. Had detention and not attend it?: - Nope. I'm a good girl.
86. Made your parents cry? - I dont remember, but probably.
87. Cried over someone?: - Yeah.
88. Owned more than 5 shoes? - Absolutely.
89. Dated someone more than once? - Haha yeah...
90. Have a dog? - Yeah! I love my doggie.
91. Own an instrument?: - a piano. C'est ca.
92. Been in a band? - Well 4th grade band...
93. Drank more than 25 sodas a day? - Ew no.
94. Broken a cd? - Yeah.
95. Shot a gun? - Yes.
96. been on MySpace for more than 5 hours? - Definitely not. Facebook? Maybe...
97. Hurt yourself on purpose?: - No.
98. Have a major crush on someone right now? - Yeah :)
99. Had a crush on someone when you already had a boyfriend/girlfriend? - Um no actually.

Why not?

2006-12-29T19:45:21Z

I'd say 2006 was a pretty good year. This is me NOT doing my English homework...

2006 is OVER
In 2006, did you...
fall in love with someone that was just a friend?: Well..yeah i guess you could say that
fall in love at all?: Possibly?
lose any friends?: HA. um. yes.
make any new friends?: Indeed
make any new enemies?: Um I dont think so...
develop any new hobbies?: Hmm...kinda
get older?: Absolutely
do anything you regret?: A few, though I try not to regret things
go to any parties?: Nope, I was a hermit. Just kidding, yeah
accomplish anything?: Yes!
make much money?: Hell yes, March Madness haha
attend a wedding?: Mhm
attend a funeral?: Thankfully no
get any new family members?: Um nope
move away?: No
gain any new perspectives?: Indeed.
get into a verbal fight?: Quite a few times
get into a physical fight?: No
attend any sporting events?: A few, not many though
get arrested?: Nope
wreck your car?: I don't have a car.
get a new car?: Nope
make any big purchases?: Not that big
get kicked out of a store, restaurant or any other kind of business?: Not that I can think of
get fired from a job?: Nope
get offered a job?: Yeah
get a raise at a job?: No
learn anything?: Of course
dump your bf/gf?: Yeah
get dumped by your bf/gf?: Kind of haha
develop any new health problems?: Well I had pneumonia...
change as a person?: I think so
get any new piercings?: Nope
get any new tattoos?: Nope
attend a concert?: No
crowd surf?: Hahaha no
travel out of state?: Absolutely!
read any books?: Yep. How could I not in a whole year?
travel out of the country?: No : (
spend much money?: Yep
download any music?: Actually no.
try out any new looks?: Umm I cut my hair short.. does that count?
sign up for a myspace?: Yeah
sign up for a facebook?: Haha yeah
eat a food that you had never eaten before?: Yeah...some of it was good too
go golfing : Nope
go bowling?: Yes
go to many parties?: I guess
start to resent something or someone that you used to like?: Definitely.

How Many...
different places did you work?: 0
times did you go out drinking?: uhh. maybe 2?
times did you smoke marijuana?: 0
drugs did you take?: 0
times did you have health problems?: A few
times did you go to the movies?: Like 3. Haha I never go to the movies
concerts did you attend?: None.
people did you have sex with?: 0
people tried to have sex with you?: Oh lots...just kidding.
times did you get your ass kicked?: 0
crushes did you have?: *counts* I'd count 4
times did you attend church?: 2 or 3 times a week
bad habits did you pick up?: Hmm.. none that I can think of
"rough nights" did you have?: A few

In 2006, what was?
your favorite day of the year?: Oooh thats a hard one. I dont know
your favorite band?: Relient k?
your least favorite day of the year?: Once again, not sure
your favorite movie?: dunno. I'm bad at this whole favorites thing
favorate song of the year?: I dunno
the most expensive thing you stole?: I didn't steal anything
the biggest event you attended?: Ha. Nationals for speech
something that didn't change at all this year?: Uhh my lack of vision. Haha Jill I like that one.
your favorite holiday?: I dont know. My birthday was better than Christmas causse I was healthy then.

Misc. questions about 2006 A.D.
were you in a hospital this year?: Actually yes. Last week.
were you in an ambulance this year?: No
did you make any big confessions in 06?: I guess you could say that
did you make friends with anyone of the opposite sex that you love but only as friends: Absolutely. I <3 my guy friends
embarrassed about anything you did this year?: Obviously.
what's the best thing to happen to you this year?: I dont know
did you meet anyone that you could see yourself marrying: Hahaha. I dont know. Maybe.
did anyone you have no feelings for confess to having feelings for you?: Yeah... haha
did you vote this year?: Nope. 16.
did you bring sexy back this year?: Haha Definitely
was 2006 a great year, an average year or a bad year?: It was pretty cool. Above average, but maybe not great
what goals did you set for 2007?: Haven't thought about it yet.

Hehe i found this and thought it was fun

2006-12-07T19:47:14Z

Take the Millie personality quiz today!

Aphrodite, dont forget me...Romeo and Juliet me

2006-11-22T04:00:54Z

So tonight I'm not doing any work. We have the pep rally tomorrow so it's not worth it. I'm pretty excited for the rally actually. Orange is a fun color to have. : )

But anyway, Millie...oy. Its coming along...ish. I must say that I actually am quite worried. I just want it to come together, but I dont know how it's going to happen. I suppose we'll all just have to work our asses off tomorrow and hope the magic of the theater will take care of the rest. Still...thats a lot of magic.

So I missed Districts by 3 points. I was actually pretty happy, all things considered. Knowing I could have gotten an All State Rec had I been in another room was somewhat satisfying, though it was obviously dissapointing as well. Considering I wasn't expecting to do that well anyway, I was pleased enough.

School should stop. I'm sick of it. Yay for thanksgiving. Which is also my grandfather's birthday. Woot. I love food. Especially turkey. And I love days off. Theyre fun. Hopefully I'll get to see some kids I've been missing this weekend : )

Well thats basically my life in a few sentences. Haha so eventful. Alors, c'est ca mes amis.

My eventful morning at church...

2006-10-29T18:52:32Z

So this morning we went to church, as usual. We were just starting worship, and everyone had sat down. Billy (our preacher) had asked us to turn to Psalm 122. After he had read about the first two verses, we heard a noise. A loud noise. It was a crackling crashing type noise. It definitely didnt sound good.

Immediately, a few of the men jumped up and went to see what it was. Everyone started whispering. One of the men got back in and was like "The tree just fell on the wires. The tree right next to the building." Fortunately, one of our members used to be a drill seargent and he kind of took control telling everyone we had to go out the back door and over to the preacher's house. Also fortunately, one of our members (Glen, who we hadnt seen in quite some time before today) is a handyman and he went right away to shut off the power. My dad called the police right away.

Within a minute or two, the lights were off so the room was fairly dark. And we could smell smoke inside the building. Everyone filed out the back doors in a somewhat orderly fashion. We were told to grab songbooks and we could have worship next door, at the preacher's house. I grabbed mine and my sister's stuff and we left. When we got onto the side parking lot, we saw the damage. The tree was actually LAYING ACROSS THE TELEPHONE WIRES. It went about halfway over the street. The wires were sagging, and I didnt see how they could hold the tree up. As we watched from about 1000 feet away, the wires were on fire and there was a series of small explosions. They were sparking. It was quite scary.

Some people from across the street came over and started diverting traffic until the police got there. We all went to the house and tried to calm down. We closed the blinds on the windows and had service as usual. Well as usual as possible, with about 40-50 people squeezed in the side-to-side living rooms.

However, it managed to be quite a good service. We were all happy that the no one was injured, and as far as we know, the building is fine. The Lord provided us with all the necessary people and tools to avert a serious problem. Singing in a small space with lots of people is amazing. I love it.

After we had sang and had the lesson, we had communion, for convenience's sake, in the kitchen. Then everyone stuck around for a bit, but we didnt have Bible class. As we went outside, the police had blocked the street off and were about ready to start cutting the tree. People had to cut across either the curb or Billy's yard to get out, depending on what side of the parking lot we were on.

My family had to go behind the church to get to our car on the other side of the building. I felt bad for my sister going in all the leaves and whatnot on crutches. We went across the curb and got out.

So all in all, it was pretty exciting. God is good. I have a picture on my phone, and if I figure out how to upload pictures I'll put it up.

**Blah. now I have lots of work to do. Yayy chem project! haha

FOUR FOOT TEN! THATS THE STORY OF MY LIFE

2006-10-23T02:21:18Z

Lets talk about how I love that song. And Connie in general. Hysterical character. I want to see that show so bad.

So I feel like crap. Which is unfortunate. I've had this cold since like Thursday and I'm pretty sick of it. Plus tomorrow's our concert for Chambers, and it'll suck if I'm sick (but everyone should still come).

The fact that Thursday is a half day makes me VERY happy. Especially since I'm going to be doing a chem project that day. And I have an assembly almost all day. Yayy...

This is all so random. Recently life has been stressful. School isn't all that fun. Haha. Ive decided sophomore year kind of sucks cause of its lack of exciting-ness. I mean freshman year, everythings new. Junior is stressfull but at least you can kind of see the end. Senior year IS the end. And then theres sophomore. Which is all blah. And lots of work. Yuck : P

Haha okay I'm done whining. The other day Mikeyboo and I decided that I'm a very noncommital person. I love using vocab words in life : )

splach @ 2006-10-14T08:06:00

2006-10-14T12:07:40Z

Texas Chainsaw MAssacre. I almost died. Haha but it was so fun (the outing, not the movie.)

Time to go build sets!

We're given paradise, but only for a day...

2006-10-09T04:56:00Z

So I love my Weston kids. Thats about all i really have to say. Theyre amazing <3

life and love with the world's worst dog...

2006-09-23T02:00:30Z

Marley & Me by John Grogan is the single saddest book I have ever read. I cried for like the last 50 pages. It was pathetic.

Anyone who's grown up with a dog should absolutely read this book. I laughed and cried at the same time.

We'll look at the stars when we're together....

2006-09-18T00:23:18Z

Music-y Quiz

sorted by song title:
First: Abide in Me- Kristen Chenoweth
Last: Yum Ticky- Carnival

sorted by artist:
First: *NSYNC haha
Last: Won By One

sorted by album:
First: 20 Best of Andrew Lloyd Webber
Last: You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown

Ten Most Recently Played Songs: (on random cause it doesnt keep track of them)
1. New Music- Ragtime
2. (It's) Hairspray- Hairspray
3. Back on Base- Closer than Ever
4. My Blankie and Me- YAGMCB
5. I Hate him- Carnival
6. Good People- Jack Johnson
7. La Vie Boheme- RENT
8. Thank Goodness- Wicked
9. I Believe My Own Eyes- The Who's Tommy
10. Without Love- Hairspray

find "sex," how many songs show up?
0 haha

find "death," how many songs show up?
0

find "love," how many songs show up?
63

find "peace," how many songs show up?
0

find "rain," how many songs show up?
6

find "sun," how many show up?
7

well that was fun. life is oh so exciting right now.... well no. not really haha. i dunno. its kinda blah. school's alright. the social situation could be better. but what can ya do? i miss some people TONS right now. dont have much to say so ill stop it here. haha

My power was off like all night last night...

2006-09-12T10:31:56Z

So maybe I dont hate chambers. Were singing some decent songs. And chopes let us out like 20 minutes early (!?!?!)

And maybe i loooove drama. I missed it so much haha. : )

C'est ca. time to get ready for school. Yuck

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2006-09-04T06:41:21Z

Mmm yeah so its like 2:40AM and I'm not tired. I deff shouldnt have taken that two hour nap today. Haha. This is really pointless, i dont really have anything to say. I'll just stop. haha I'm listening to Britney Spears...wicked old. But amusing. : )

It's the most wonderful time of the year.... (ha.)

2006-08-31T01:00:35Z

Mmm so yeah. School started. Joy. I have to put in the whole class-by-class deal.

Homeroom was a joke, as usual. I love Moloney.
1. English- Mrs Simms was a bit intimidating, but she seems like a nice woman overall haha. It'll be tough, but I'm looking forward to the reading part.
2. Choir- HA. I cant stand that woman.
3. Would be Chem/Sophomore assembly- wicked boring. THe only new-ish thing at all was class rings. Thats cool though. This year just lacks any sort of excitement. Its like "yay...congrats...youre a sophomore. No one cares!" Haha.
4. French- I am SO excited. She like doesnt speak English in class. Well I'll definitely brush up those speaking and listening skills. It'll be wicked awesome. J'adore le francais.
5. Study- yeah nothing really.
6. Algebra- Mr. Hollins seems pretty cool. He doenst SOUND hard, but I'm sure it will be. He put up a "warm up" problem as soon as class started, which was pretty cool. I didnt get it but whatever....

So that leaves study and History. Well and Chem since I missed it today. Sophomore year's probably going to be tough. But I'm looking forward to it-ish. Haha. I'll just be a good child and try my best! *sarcasm*

So tonight was the old members meeting for Speech. That was pretty good. Nice to see everyone again. SO weird without last years seniors though, I didnt like that. Hopefully the new member's meeting will go well and we recruit a lot of people this year. I think I really am going to send out a facebook invite. At least I know people will see it =P

Sooo....Chambers tomorrow. Definitely not looking forward to that as of now. Maybe Chopes will chill a bit and decide not to hate me for a span of two hours. Or not try and kick me out of her class. I appealed to Mr. Hughes today. I really hope it works out. Otherwise, as my dad said the other day "We can always pack up and send her to Walnut Hill" *I WISH* haha. Wouldnt that be nice....

Well thats about it for now. Man, I forgot how as soon as school starts, everything is like BAM. But I love being busy : ) Just probably not so much once the work starts...

Summer.

2006-08-30T00:58:52Z

Oh man. School tomorrow is such a ridiculous thought. This is I think the most apathetic I've ever been going into a school year. It hasnt hit me and I'm kinda like ehh whatever. I'm sure it'll hit me when i have to get up at like 6 tomorrow. Ahhh. Haha I doubt I'll be able to get to sleep tonight cause of my awful summer sleep patterns. Oh well. So my nails arent pretty anymore. It's sad cause like no one got to see them haha. The nail polish is coming off : (

So sophomore year. I know people in all my classes. It should be interesting. The whole social scene should be interesting as well. Don't really know why I bothered to update.

Summer was fabulous though. Good times. Good pictures haha. Ohhh the picture game. Ragtime love. GB love. Drivers ed. I feel so accomplished haha.

Well I guess I'm done. Hope everyone has a FABULOUS school year : )

splach @ 2006-08-24T14:47:00

2006-08-24T19:08:06Z

Yeah so I'm bored and don't feel like doing summer reading. So here we go haha.

1. Bold what is true about you
2. Italicize what you wish were true.
3. Add something true about you to the end of the list

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast. Sometimes.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends. well not close ones...
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I'm on line 24/7, even as an away messge.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. haha i am right now
* I enjoy some country music.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I'm obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
* I can work on my car.
* I love my job.
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been un/intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people. often yes...
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I've ever written in. Now THAT would be amusing.
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, pillows I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses. I love both though. =)
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke.
* I spend way too much time on the computer.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are not pleased or seem not pleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgemental asshole
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen. not that huge...
* I have traveled to more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. I admit it.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language. french really doesnt count haha
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I would rather read than watch TV.
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
* I like most animals better than most people.
* I own a collection of retro games consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. haha yess
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I have written/read erotic stories.
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
* I am a virgin.
* I have participated in auto drag races and won. haha
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. i hate history though...
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have/had a custom-built computer.
* I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. haha ill admit it
* I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.
* I've gone skinny-dipping.
* I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.
* I enjoy burritos.
* I'm Irish and lovin' it.
* I have a thing for redheads.
* I am a twin!
* Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
* Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
* I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
* I wish I could do high school all over again. ((minus the classes))
* I wish I could change how my heart feels sometimes.
* I wish I was personally financially secure and didn't have to depend on my parents.
* I want to be smarter.
* I constantly daydream stories about my friends and I want to write them down to get them published.
* I need chocolate. Yesssss!
* My dreams are more real than real life.
* Some experiences of my life are so surreal, I'm unsure as to whether I really just dreamed them or not.
* I can be surrounded by people and yet feel completely alone, though I can be completely alone and know that I'm not.
* I've had a streak of white hair pretty much since I had hair.
* I've a weird sense of humor.
* I probably enjoy gay porn far too much.
* I spend way too much money on handbags.
* I wish I had more time to just be free.
* I wish I was somewhere else.
* I wish I was in Japan right now.
* I wish I could be more daring and more of a risk-taker.
* I often wait for people to make plans with me instead of calling them myself because it makes me feel more secure about our friendship.
* I can't go a single day without eating junk food.
* I met/now live with my long-distance online relationship.
* Sometimes I wonder whether or not I'm going to be okay in the end.
* I wonder why my feet smell.
* I hang out with the opposite gender because I like them better than my own. sooo true.

Hm so yeah that was fun. Can't believe school starts in less than a week now. Oh man. I suppose I should go read. I hate this book.

K the end.

The Schedule, should anyone care haha

2006-08-20T17:53:44Z

A1. English 20 (Simms)
A2. Honors Choir (Hopewell)
A3. Chemistry 20 (Browne)
A4. French 31 (Buss)
A5. Study/Health C1, E5, G1
A6. Algebra II 30 (Hollins)
A7. Study
A8. U.S. History I 20 (Crohan)

And then Chambers of course. I'm singing Soprano 2 this year I think. That'll be interesting. Haha I'm excited though, cause I like singing harmony without having to sing alto. Besides, I'd love to try and balance out with some of the strong Sop 1's haha. And Washburn for Comm Sem, as usual. I wonder if Mr. Astill will still be there like all the time. Hope we have not-so-annoying freshman in mine : )

Enough school talk. Ew, except The Heart is a Lonely Hunter blows. It's soo bad and lacks a plot. Yes I'm sorry that theres this deaf-mute but are you actually going to make a story about it or just force me to suffer the rest of the book? I'm thinking it's the latter of those two. Of course, I'm only about a hundred pages into it so it might get better. I hope so. But I doubt it.

On the other hand, The Color of Water was one of the best books I've ever read. Highly reccomend it. It was really interesting and made me think in a good way. Definitely enough school talk now. And book talk. Though I should go read. Nah...

HAIL dear old GanderBrook....

2006-08-20T01:48:40Z

Haha. Camp was, as always, AMAZING. I feel like I really grew and I'm gonna work to keep that as much as I can. I dont want this year to be like the others. When I completely lose fervor and everything. I love my camp darlings. Kimi my favorite mother is fabulous. As is Annika my favorite twin. And Wesley of course. Gotta love that kid *rolls eyes* haha.

I dont even know how to describe it. It always manages to be the best experience of my year. GB06 love. Express and Theatron are ahhh oh my word so good.

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name.

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to stay
Lord, blessed be your name.

Every blessing you pour out
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name...

Love that song. Yes, I'm a crazy Christian. What can I say?

"How come Christian teenagers are more rambunxious than other teens? I don't get it..."

Goood times. Beyond words. I suck at writing my feelings haha.

"I thank God every time i remember you." ~Phillipians 1:3

Hey there, you with the stars in your eyes...

2006-08-03T03:51:55Z

Ok so I took this from Gwen who took it from Maddy. It looked amusing. : )

This Summer I have....

[x] broken a promise.
[xxxx] made a new friend.
[ ] fell in lust
[ ] fell in love
[x] fell out of love
[ ] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] stole
[x] went behind your parents back
[ ] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] almost/got arrested
[ ] kissed under the stars
[ ] slept under the stars
[x] gotten in a fight
[xx] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] drank myself retarded
[x] been hit on more than 5 times
[ ] lost someone close to you
[ ] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone
[x] cried over someone
[ ] been/broken up with a/by gf or bf?
[x] given up on something/someone important to you
[X] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try, and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[xxx] found out who your true friends were
[xxx] made a total fool of myself
[xxxxxxxx] met some great people

haha well that was fun. thats about it for now. i miss ragtime. i was sad i could hang out wiht my three favorites (well three of my favorites) tuesday night. but were in touch.

AHH CAMP IN LIKE 4 DAYS!!!!! GB <3 cant wait!

Oh Lord, I PRAYYYYYYYYYY silence

2006-07-30T05:11:54Z

Dub dee Dub OT six. Love. Sooo much love.

I'm so glad I came back this year. It was really different from the morning show. It was more chill and people were more mature. What a concept haha. I met so many great people there. Some I love that I know I may never see again after strike and the cast party tomorrow. But I'm wicked happy to know that there are friends I've made that I'll actually hang out with. And I love them all so much. It isnt often that I really resolve to keep in touch with people and intend to keep it. Such a fabulous month and a half. I cant believe it was such a short time.

Ragtime. Most powerful show I have ever been in. During Till We Reach That Day about half the cast was even crying. That song was beautiful. Its beyond words. I dont know if I was allowed to say it since I was in it but its the truth. Tonight that number was perfect. And hearing Dave say it was the most powerful thing he'd conducted, better than the NH all state chorus, was amazing. I learned so much from him. Hes a fabulous music director. I got chills and was on the verge of tears by the time we got to the blasting chord on the pray. The cut off left an echo in the theatre for a split second, then a second of dead silence.

Stephen Flahrety and Lynn Ahrens are geniouses. Who would have thought that the creators of Seussical could write something so moving to the point that is beyond words. By far the best show I've ever been in. I was thrilled to work with such talented people. I'll miss it greatly.

Wayy to long till the school show. I'll be having theatre withdrawl very soon. Haha. Well I had better go to sleep. Have to be at Regis for strike tomorrow before nine. Eww. But then we have the cast party! Yayy!

Night <3

A few random quizzes...

2006-07-26T06:40:59Z

haha I love these.

<table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#EEE9E9" align=center><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'><b>Tootsie Roll Pop</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#FFFAFA"><center><img src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofcandyareyouquiz/tootsie-roll-pop.jpg" height="100" width="100"></center><font color="#000000">
It only takes three licks to get to your center!</font></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofcandyareyouquiz/">What Kind of Candy Are You?</a></div>

<table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#CCCCCC" align=center><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'><b>You Are Big Bird</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#DDDDDD"><center><img src="http://images.blogthings.com/thesesamestreetpersonalityquiz/big-bird.jpg" height="100" width="100"></center><font color="#000000">
Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.

You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.

You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.

How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."</font></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/thesesamestreetpersonalityquiz/">The Sesame Street Personality Quiz</a></div>

<table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#999999" align=center><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'><b>You Are New York</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#CCCCCC"><center><img src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatamericancityareyouquiz/new-york.jpg" height="100" width="100"></center><font color="#000000">
Cosmopolitan and sophisticated, you enjoy the newest in food, art, and culture.
You also appreciate a good amount of grit - and very little shocks you.
You're competitive, driven, and very likely to succeed.

Famous people from New York: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Tupac Shakur, Woody Allen</font></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatamericancityareyouquiz/">What American City Are You?</a></div>

Hmm well that was amusing.

The stars are silver notes across that sky now...

2006-07-24T02:47:09Z

Wow it's been awhile since I've updated. Oh how i love summer though. I havent seen as many people as I would have liked so far, though. It's sad, there are some people i used to be close to that I've pretty much completely lost touch with. I need to be better about keeping up wth people *note to self*

Anywho... Ragtime is fabulous. Soooo much fun, and the shows actually really good (if i can say so myself). It's such an intense show. But I love the people and some of them are really making me think about stuff. Like school and everything. I'm thinking I really want to apply to Walnut Hill. I doubt my parents would go for it though. Its so expensive. But I sent in for an application and financial aid form so I'll talk to them about it. I guess we'll see what happens. It'd be hard to leave NHS, but the hill's like my dream school since i was about 6 years old. Haha. Seriously.

But moving on... I really need to spend some time wiht old friends. i havent hung out with many this summer. Actually this last week I havent hung out with many people at all. Tech week was ridiculous. I got home past midnight like 3 times from rehearsals. Seems like it's paying off though. If you havent seen Ragtime you should come! We have 2 more shows, Thursday and Saturday both at 8. Its at Regis College in Weston. So far I've had a couple of friends come. Id be thrilled to see people : )

Tomorrow I'm going to see Once Upon a Mattress with the rest of the ngiht show crew. Sooo excited. Yay for the wearing prom attire tradition. I love the music in OUAM. I hope they do it justice.

Well thats about it for now. TTFN.
<3

Let the new day dawn, oh Lord I pray...

2006-07-06T04:13:51Z

Hope everyone had a lovely 4th of July.

Bonfire (well we called it that) was fun. Very random group of people. But it was surprisingly entertaining. I love fire. Hahah we need to do it again soon.

Okay so i'm not writing whole sentences but whatever. i realized I hadnt updated this month *gasp* so I figured I would, just for kicks.

So I have to go in to Regis on Saturday for 15 freaking minutes just for a costume fitting. On my one day off. *ok done whining* just had to get that out there.

And then on Sunday I have rehearsal for 6 and a half hours. Oy. That will be interesting. Hopefully I wont murder any participants of the show. That would be bad.

Ragtimes going quite well though. If everyone really works hard these next two weeks we'll have a totally kickass show. And I'm pumped for that. Its such an amazing show. Powerful and intense. Everyone should come see it. Chea.

PS Recently I've been obsessed with That 70s show. Its kind of random. I wish i were Jackie : ) haha

Wheeee!!!

2006-06-30T03:48:21Z

Haha i just had a ragtime moment. alright im done. the "plow through" of act one went better than expected tonight. I'm excited for the show. three weeks from tonight *gasp*. I think it'll be good though. Anyway this was in Tashas and looked entertaining.

1. Bold what is true about you
2. Italicize what you wish were true.
3. Add something true about you to the end of the list

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. to a point...haha
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy. usually always? haha
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast. Sometimes.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex. (plus some)
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I'm on line 24/7, even as an away messge.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I'm obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger. generally yes but not as a rule
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
* I can work on my car.
* I love my job.
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been un/intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people.
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I've ever written in.
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, pillows I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible. i kinda am...
* I love hugs more than kisses. I love both though. =)
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke.
* I spend way too much time on the computer.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons. hahaha
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are not pleased or seem not pleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgemental asshole
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen. kinda haha
* I have traveled to more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language.
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I would rather read than watch TV.
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
* I like most animals better than most people.
* I own a collection of retro games consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I have written/read erotic stories. unknowingly till it got racy...i was like woah
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. JUST KIDDING.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk. i LOVE milk
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. sometimes. its bad
* I am a virgin.
* I have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have/had a custom-built computer.
* I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. lol
* I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.
* I've gone skinny-dipping.
* I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.
* I enjoy burritos.
* I'm Irish and lovin' it.
* I have a thing for redheads.
* I am a twin!
* Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
* Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
* I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
* I wish I could do high school all over again.
* I wish I could change how my heart feels sometimes.
* I wish I was personally financially secure and didn't have to depend on my parents.
* I want to be smarter.
* I constantly daydream stories about my friends and I want to write them down to get them published.
* I need chocolate and orgasms. huh?
* My dreams are more real than real life.
* Some experiences of my life are so surreal, I'm unsure as to whether I really just dreamed them or not.
* I can be surrounded by people and yet feel completely alone, though I can be completely alone and know that I'm not.
* I've had a streak of white hair pretty much since I had hair.
* I've a weird sense of humour.
* I probably enjoy gay porn far too much.
* I spend way too much money on handbags.
* I wish I had more time to just be free.
* I wish I was somewhere else.
* I wish I was in Japan right now.
* I wish I could be more daring and more of a risk-taker.
* I often wait for other people to make plans with me instead of calling them myself because it makes me feel more secure about our friendship.
* I can't go a single day without eating junk food.
* I met/now live with my long-distance online relationship.
* Sometimes I wonder whether or not I'm going to be okay in the end.
* I wonder why my feet smell.
* I hang out wiht the opposite gender because I like them better than my own.

Well that was fun...

2006-06-24T04:04:54Z

Fun party. I had a good time : )

so today was pretty boring. but i went to an old friens house and chilled with his new friends from wayland. good times... eh i guess thats about it. i really dont have as much to say as i thought.

Oh yeah. and Ragtime is fabulous. Im so pumped.

Wishing physics didnt exist...

2006-06-16T16:12:35Z

Soo jealous of all the people who are done with school. Mm physics Monday. Fabulous.

Anywho, heres the teachers (may be a little bit out of order for periods)..
English 20- Simms
Honors Choir- Chopes
French 31- TBA
Chemistry 20- Browne
US History 20- Crohan
Algebra II 30- Hollins

Yep so that's about it. Chem and English will be tough, and apparently History will be boring. But whatever, I'll deal. Im just glad its almost summer. So close.

So this morning I was walking into school with my mother when I heard someone call my name. I looked around and it was Mrs. Percheski. i was like oh dear. So she was like "I figured you'd want to know youre grade. Thats the one thing I dont like about our exams; you dont find out grades till the get sent home." So she told me I had a 96 on the exam and an A for the semester! I was like yayyyy.

Then for French I got a 94 on the exam and A for the semester. Eh a little dissapointed but whatever.

History was easier than I expected. I actually remembered stuff, which was pretty sweet. Studing with Erica helped a lot.

Going to the Impulse show tonight. that should be fun. Well thats all.